Yesterday you said tomorrow.
Whoa, WordPress changed some things while I was away.
I have been totally lacking the in the creativity department. There are so many things that I had mentally prepared myself to blog. But I didn’t. I wanted to talk about my venture to the beach, what I thought about the third season of Teen Wolf since I’ve seen three episodes worth, how I’ve been jogging and had a few minor setbacks but have been pushing forward. I wanted to share my life with the world. I wanted to complain about how I suck at marketing. About how I sometimes suck at life. But I didn’t. I just slept. I just slept through my life.
I’ve literally been scared to open my email for weeks. I was scared of what I’d find. I …am I scared of going to college? I don’t think scared is the proper word.. I’m…uninspired? I looked to the title to give me leeway. Everyone always says, “Are you ready to go away, Erica?” “It’s cold in Rochester.” “You look like you’re ready. You already look like a college student.” But the fact is, I’m going to university and as exciting as it is, I’m apprehensive. I’m tired. I’m tired of working. I know I’m going to suck it up and work my hardest once I get there – I always do. But that doesn’t mean I fancy it. Five years. Five years and I’ll have a career, a 401k, maybe another dog even. In five years, I’ll be an adult.
Point is, life is moving fast, and I want to be here, in the present, moving with it.